mikhailnovich

I’m already in a state of constant disbelief from asking for help.

Last time, I learned (from some egotistic psychologist) that depending on others will be your downfall. You cannot press F1 and expect people to appear so you have to be self-sufficient to survive.

Graphics Awards is knocking in my doorstep yet I don’t have a piece that I can submit. Why? Of all the people I asked help from, I only got a bunch of NO’s, one even vanished into thin air, the one who supposedly committed in helping me for the wonderful event. Probably, this might be a sign that I should not even pursue joining.

Coincidentally, the homily yesterday was all about HELP. (Yeah, I got the chance to celebrate mass for the unknown(th) time.)

The priest quoted a song from the famous band “The Beatles”(the band supposedly greater than JC himself.)

 “Help me if you can, I'm feeling down
And I do appreciate you being round.
Help me, get my feet back on the ground,
Won't you please, please help me?”

 The priest pointed out whoever we are, the rich or the poor, comes a point in our lives that we do ask for help…from our parents or friends or even from a total stranger. And in this time of need, we will find someone who will be willing to give time.

 Such is a classic case of SYNCHRONITY—the experience of two or more events which occur in a meaningful manner, but which are causally unrelated—(see Carl Jung).  I never thought this would be the topic in church, hell, it could be something about God and his almighty whatevers, or JC and bringing the dead to life or some one-sided “good” news.

Probably my cry for help reached somewhere; if these beings can provide me something…they have to make it quick, I’m actually losing my mind thinking where to look for help.

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On other observations, What is it with people in churches? I may not be believing in the Catholic god or a good role model for all things good and holy but at least I respect the mass. I saw a lot of people texting, talking, and laughing around. Some were not even listening.

Why go to church when you’re not even willing to listen or celebrate the mass?

WHAT A BUNCH OF SHITTY HYPOCRITES!

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pardon typos and errors. and no quotes for the moment