mikhailnovich

Just came from home from paranaque...after 5 months of not visiting my nephew...what do i have to expect? the 3 year old child does not remember me anymore...the one who will be giving him an apartment he was also afraid of me... tong gwapo kong to... natakot ang bata... he's still the only child whose afraid of me... i dunno why; siguro dahil ako uncle nya hahahaha

which brings me to a certain topic...what is my GREATEST FEAR? or at least what are those that i really detest.

then i also remembered marvs saying "baka kaya ayaw mo yung tanong in the first place kasi ayaw mo maungkat ang personal life mo..."

so that concludes my question... maybe i fear too personal questions... so the question "Musta?" really bothers me.

i am also opting to answer "being lonely" but since after living in this old house of mine for three years now....it's not really a factor anymore.

being forgotten is also one of the few things that haunt me. as well as being ignorant; mainly about the things happening around me...in short...CHISMOSO ako at PAPANSIN hahahaha

pero really..i don't know the reason why would i fear people knowing what's behind this handsome face hehehe basta....kidding aside; maybe it'll take me YEARS to know the answer for this question....hindi ko masyado na-discuss ng matino...maybe next post...happy pa ako eh

ikaw? ano greatest fear mo?

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Huwag Kang Matakot

Huwag kang matakot
'Di mo ba alam nandito lang ako
Sa iyong tabi
'Di kita pababayaan kailan man
At kung ikaw ay mahulog sa bangin
Ay sasaluhin kita

CHORUS:
Huwag kang matakot na matulog mag-isa
Kasama mo naman ako
Huwag kang matakot na umibig at lumuha
Kasama mo naman ako
Huwag kang matakot

Huwag kang matakot
Dahil ang buhay mo'y walang katapusan
Makapangyarihan ang pag-ibig
Na hawak mo sa iyong kamay
Ikaw ang Diyos at hari ng iyong mundo
Matakot sila sa 'yo

CHORUS:
Huwag kang matakot na matulog mag-isa
Kasama mo naman ako
Huwag kang matakot na umibig at lumuha
Kasama mo naman ako
Huwag kang matakot na magmukhang tanga
Kasama mo naman ako
Huwag kang matakot sa hindi mo pa makita
Kasama mo naman ako
Huwag kang matakot
Aahhhah

CHORUS:
Huwag kang matakot na matulog mag-isa
Kasama mo naman ako
Huwag kang matakot na umibig at lumuha
Kasama mo naman ako
Huwag kang matakot

Huwag kang matakot (huwag kang matakot)
'Di kita pababayaan kailan man
(Repeat till fade)

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Quote:
"kung gusto mo pakamatay eh sabihin mo sakin para mavideo ko ang pagpako ko syo sa kisame...ok?"
- Mito talking to _____ hehehehe

Currently listening to: Orange & Lemons - Huwag Kang Matakot
Currently feeling: thankful

mikhailnovich

kailangan ko lang ito ilabas...

bakit pa sa lahat ng taong makikilala ko at magiging espesyal, isa ka pa ka pa doon... isa kang parasitikong dumidikit sa mga kaibigan mo pag kailangan mo sila.

kung nababasa mo ito, sana magbago ka... SOBRANG PATAMA NA ITO SAYO.

isa lang naman akong kaibigan para sayo--na lalapitan mo lang sa panahon ng kagipitan...please lang mag-bago ka na... mahal pa naman kita (nyak! anu ba yun! bakit may mahal mahal na... hehehe carried away! pampelikula na naman ang script)

ayusin mo ang buhay mo...bago mawala ang lahat sa paligid mo...
kasi para sa akin wala ka nang pag-asa

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Quote:
"...huwag mo akong iwan"
- hindi ko akalaing maririnig ko ulit ito after 3 years...memorable ang meaning nitong phrase na ito para sakin... sinira ng isang tao 

Currently listening to: Six Cycle Mind - Alapaap
Currently feeling: infuriated

mikhailnovich

wala paring shoot...
and as the title goes....please shoot me! DALI! please! pretty please

sana maextend yung submission... paker!

still mad...angry..."exasperated"...infuriated...lahat na! grrr

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i never thought i'd be that concerned for people whom im not really related to...is this some sort of weakness?! shet...damnit

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Quote:
"sya?! magkakaron ng intimate relationship?! MAGYEYEMA na lang ako!"
- kwento ni Joey kanina sakin na sinabi ni Raven when they knew this guy named Jed was trying to court Tina

Currently listening to: Kris Aquino's noise
Currently feeling: vjhdvckgvhdwghdwkjlc

mikhailnovich

parang sa entry ni yuggy
msaya ang araw na ito... dahil sa outreach na naganap na inayos ng spo. sa sobrang pagod eh pagdating ko ng bahay eh humilata ako sa kama kahit andito sila Vinz para magshoot

hindi ko lang nacomment kanina sa office na ito ang unang pagkakataong nakita kong masaya at naguusap ang The Benildean ang ang Yearbook... as in! sana tuloy tuloy na'to hanggang Christmas Party at sa Teambuilding hehehe

i love my SPO family...lalo na si... aherm aherm... ay mali.. carried away na naman si lolo.

eto pics...http://meetoh.multiply.com/photos/album/6

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kainis lang kasi lahat ng fascilitators may magandang alaalang binigay sa mga bata... pero ako; naalala ng mga bata na "yung manong na mataray na naglalakad sa hallway" pfft! haahahaha

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pero akala ko matatapos nang masaya ang araw na'to... as usual kelangan balance kaya nairita parin ako somehow hahaha
kasi? hahaha BASTA!

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Quote:
"buti pa sya masayang kasama...ikaw? putangina!"
- hmmmm...

Currently listening to: UB40 - Can't Help Falling In Love
Currently feeling: jubilant

mikhailnovich

just watched In Her Shoes kanina...grabe! daming sapatos. tapos may umiiyak pang mga women sa tabi ko. tapos yung kissing dun... ugh hahahah may naalala na naman ako hahaha

nagkataon naman na bumili ako ng bagong sapatos :p

hahahaha

yun lang...

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natuwa rin pala ako ngayong araw na to kahit may halong paranoia at kung anong pakiramdam...lalo na kung ang makikita mo sa umaga eh masasayang nakangiting tao :p

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Quote:
"magkano ulit tong color violet?"
"1970 po sir..."
"ok...eto pera, akin na"
- Mito

Currently listening to: Mishka Adams - War Of The Skies
Currently feeling: imeldific

mikhailnovich

pili ka...

BLUE

VIOLET

PINK

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now that things are kinda ok... i suddenly felt used... sobra... and i feel bad about it. why did it had to happen? so much for having people like you whom i thought to be my friends. Now, at least i met new people in the SPO...

tama parin ang sumpa... i win some, i lose some

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Quote:
"eh well..."

Currently listening to: Passion of the Christ OST
Currently feeling: uncomfortable

mikhailnovich

for the last week, i've been eating lots and lots and lots of bacon mushroom melts from Wendy's; computing them gave me at least 2.2 pounds of beef patties in a day... so that makes at least 3 kilos for the whole week. (merienda pa lang to...hindi pa computed ang ibang food)

but then...i never gained weight. Maybe i have this big alaga in my belly...or maybe, laughing really helps in burning calories.

then i remembered Ynna and i quoting  "laugh your flabs away, a ten-year healthy exercise for you and me...pumayat ka na, masaya ka pa"

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my final video never reached the Tag Team Awards last saturday. I haven't passed it on time because fuckin' PANDORA (my pc) never gave my the time to edit the videos. ..she HANG-ed. Mishi brought her pc here too...becuase everyone's video was inside PANDORA.

photos of "Kama" my final video here: http://meetoh.multiply.com/photos/album/8

congratulations sa mga nanalo sa Tag Team Awards! (Pao, Jamez, Kathy,Joanah, Niel)

medyo bitter ako...nung nagrequest kami ka Ms.Lai na group work na lang ang finals, sabi nya "ok lang...basta extra effort sa requirements, meaning prod. design, total running time everything..." Pumayag ako...tapos the rest of the class declined. Nung "awards night" nanalo yung video ng kabilang class... kasi group work yung kanila... edi sana kung group work kami, baka maganda pa ang kinalabasan ng video namin. My classmates mostly considered short term goals at natakot agad dahil gusto ni miss mas mahaba...naunahan na ng cowardice....hmph! hehehe

then came friday night, when some friends were here (Mishi,Love,Yuggy,Jaja,Marvs,Luigi... aba lahat sila sa tabs may link)
we wanted to drink...so i opened the Barcelona (wow! spaniards na rin ako) although we never finished the drink because we visualized drinking denatured alcohol that could momentarily melt our organs/

I opened PANDORA...wishing everything was already ok

tapos BUMUKAS SYA! putangina...ayos na pc ko!!!

i'll never abuse PANDORA ever again...(parang mali)
todo edit ako ng video...wishing that Ms.Lai would reconsider passing my VIDEOPR subject. ayoko nang umulit ng Basic Video Production!

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Quote:
"Ms. ang cute ng anak nyo...hindi nyo nga kamukha"
"aba!"
"hindi miss! kamukha nyo si angelina jolie!!!"
"nyak! hindi malaki bibig ko..."
- ako at miss lai (obvious na sumisipsip para lang maipasa)

Currently listening to: classical music
Currently feeling: thankful

mikhailnovich

hindi ko alam pero sobrang na-compare ko sya sa LOTR.
ang daming landcape shots na parang sa LOTR, tapos yung Wall ay parang Mordor...even the natives looked like the FIGHTING URUK-HAI.

tapos nakita nyo yung scene na parang Lion King? hinihintay na lang namin na itaas ni Kong si ANA(?)

yung entrance sa boat scene...mala-TITANIC

yung pagdating nung action star...mala-INDIANA JONES at CROCODILE DUNDEE

eh yung fight scene ng T-REX? parang mortal kombat! may FATALITY pa talaga

eh yung city scene...pwedeng dumating si spiderman o kaya si incredible hulk...kahit nga yung xmen pwede mo ipasok sa scene

tapos sa taas ng building...pwedeng ipasok si godzilla hahahaha

*buti napaalala ni marvs... the person who acted as King Kong is the same as the one who acted as Gollum... recognized na sya as an animal hahahaha gusto ko rin yun! astig aaaaaaarrr aaaaaaaaarrr (slams chest)

basta astig sya

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dapat lahat ng MMA ay parang ang role ni Jack Black...by hook or by crook, kahit iharap ka pa sa malalaking ipis...kailangan matuloy ang shoot. sobrang videopr na naman! hindi na ako tinantanan

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Quote:
"who's your monkey? (kesa who's your daddy)" hahahaha

Currently listening to: Michael Buble - Summer Wind
Currently feeling: cheerful

mikhailnovich

sasali na nga ako sa wowowee...or any variety show for that matter. host na, dancer na, singer pa...buti nga hindi na nagstand-up comedy eh. hyperness parin sa aking makulay na buhay (channel 7?) from socks to food. everything!

i never thought i'd become close to what i've initially percieved -the other world...the Benildean Office. hello sa inyo! kung sino man ang nagbabasa nito.

with all the smiles i saw and the all joy we felt, it was one of the greatest xmas parties i've ever...experienced. (jubilant, ecstatic ano pa? lahat na!)

and i never thought i'd SING IN FRONT OF PEOPLE. sanay na ako na dumaldal sa gitna ng maraming tao but SING? hell no! pero since mahal ko ang yearbook, performance level na ito! 

i really hoped the people enjoyed the partee... because i had a mindblowing time of my life

highlights: (pics will be uploaded next time)

- Teddy singing "I Want It That Way" (na dapat kami)
- Robbie CRASHING my foot
- the Green/Grin Harvest
- the Yearbook Awards (i got the The Buzz-Boy Abunda Award...chizmozo daw eh)
- the Yearbook song
- the artistic "sculptural" pair of Jaja(BPC) and Sir Randy
- the "artistic" pornographic pair of JenJen and Jm

basta! masarap ang food! tapos i got lots of "dedications" from the mini paper sock that we hanged in the...blackboard. got some from people i never expected :p

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i looked at the sky while walking home. It was clear...the stars were bright and the night seemed lively yet calm. A full moon would make the night extra perfect but hell... with a yosi in hand and a guitar on my shoulder, i smiled... everyone completed my day. (naks! nagdrama ang lolo nyo)

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Quote:
"kung sino yung unang maraming nakatayo sila ang una"

"bakit ang laki nung sayo? (pertaining to the roll of hamonado that i was holding"

"ang magulo papahila ko ang ribbon..." (my pants had them)

marami pa eh next time na lang

Currently listening to: classical music
Currently feeling: masayang masaya

mikhailnovich

belated MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL. sorry for the late greeting, ngayon lang naayos ang pc dito sa cavite (where i've been stuck for the past few days)

at least nakakapunta akong SM para bumili ng kung anong anik-anik. (kung saan napagkamalan akong boyfriend ng kapatid ko...hmmm ibig sabihin, looking young parin! hahaha)

Hindi ako sumama sa Baguio kasi ayaw ko...haha joke. ayaw ng aking mga magulang kasi gagastos lang ako ng malaki; bibili na lang  ng damit and things that would feed my vanity.

Ngayon, New Year's Eve...

hindi ko masyadong naramdaman ang pagkatok ng pasko sa buhay ko. Matanda na nga siguro ako...wala nang thrill mula kay Santa Clause at sa mga reindeer.
Tapos New Year? dadami na naman ang mga masasabugan ng kamay, marami na naman ang masusunugan ng bahay,at marami na namang makikitil na buhay.

wow...such pessimism hehehe

although maraming nag-greet na hindi ko expected. at least people REMEMBERED diba? hehehe next time na yung tungkol sa forgotten chuva

New Year's Resolution?

- self-centeredness and vanity to the next level. you wouldn't care for other people much because you are taken for granted

- wag na magbigay ng advice sa mga iba, you would end up dumbstrucked knowing that friends never really heed any of your payong kaibigan

- choose those whom you help... some people forget who you are after the grueling time you've both been through

- shut your mouth; mabuti nang wala silang alam sayo... people seem to get cocky because they know something about you and can use it against you

OR...

- leave all the anger behind... it's a New Year ahead for everyone's sake.
"ang hindi lumingon sa pinanggalingan ay hindi makakarating sa paroroonan...pero ang taong lingon nang lingon ay madaling madadapa" salamat kay jondy hahaha o diba special mention pa dito

- sabi nga ng palabas ni Mac Alejandre starring Richard Gutierrez at Angel Locsin "Let the Love Begin" hahaha jolog

ano ba ang mas matimbang?

ang magcomment ng mali... sasabugan ng superlolo sa leeg

so pano ba yan?

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

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Quote:
"Alam mo ba si Mara, may kasamang lalake sa SM kahapon...amputi, (icompare pa kaya ako sa tshirt na laba sa tide) matangkad(eto yung pinakamalabo) tapos may itsura(hindi pa sinabing gwapo hmmp! haha)...sino kay yun?"

obviously hindi nila alam na may nakakatandang lalake ang kaibigan nilang slasher hahaha
- Ted (yata ang pangalan ng loko loko)

Currently listening to: Chris Botti - When I Fall In Love
Currently feeling: new