Entries for August, 2005

August 2nd, 2005

tanong ng kaibigan

"Mito, weird ba ako?"

and the usual answer would be "bakit naman? siguro kung kumakain ka ng bubog o lumulunok ka ng flashlight..."

the society dictates everything we do...although agree ako talaga dun, wag naman natin sagasaan ang personal spaces ng bawat tao.

from the simple mataba, nasasabihang agad na "baboy", walang syota, nasasabihang agad ng "bading"

ang pilipinas mahilig magbigay ng labels...sa mga diva palang,grabe! Soul, Divine, Inspirational, etc... Malan Diva hahaha...

mas tatawagin ko pang abnormal ang isang taong walang kahit isang simpleng deviation...self-righteous sons of bitches! hahaha

and to end the question, "don't worry, mas weird ako,,,kaya ok lang"

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Quote:
pakisara ang pinto...baka lumabas ang aircon
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ako, miggy and jet in respective order...(sanay na kasi sa shortcut...tulad ng "teka, cr lang ako..."

Posted by mikhailnovich at 04:45 PM | read!

August 7th, 2005

pang FAMAS na entry

minahal mo ba?

hindi ko lubusang maintindihan pero matagal-tagal ko na ring hindi nasasabi ang i love you...i mean really, parang sa entry na ito ko lang ulit nasabi uhm...nasulat ang bagay na ito. bakit? dahil hindi bagay?... o baka naman dahil hindi ko ito nararamdaman...o sa pampelikulang sagot, hindi ko naman kasi ito kailangan.

dahil ba ito sa "trauma" na binigay sakin ng aking nakaraan...? kaya ba lagi na lang ako nakikipag-flirt at hindi pumapasok sa commitment? baka bitter ako sa fact na namulat ako sa mundong nananakit pala ang tao...kung saan dati naniniwala ako sa fairy tales...kung saan may someone na naghihintay sa akin.

soulmate ika nga...kaso wala na akong kaluluwa...iniwan ko na sa loob ng kahon.

marahil takot na akong makaramdam ngayon kaya ang dali kong mang-laglag ng tao. natatak na yata sa utak at puso ko na mabubuhay akong ako lang. na hindi na applicable sakin ang no man is an island. Hindi ko na rin yata kayang hubarin ang maskarang nakalagay sa aking mukha dahil hindi ko na makikilala ang nasa ilalim nito.

tapos ngayon...natututunan [o natututo] ko na yatang magmahal ulit... pero bakit parang sa maling pagkakataon pa? or...pagmamahal na kaya ito...baka naglalaro na lang ang mga demonyo sa loob?

pwede kong sabihing hindi ko alam or i'm an emotional mess pero copyrighted na yun ng mga kaibigan ko...

...wala akong maisip...MITO ako eh...abnormal

---astig! magandang character development to
kala nyo nagdradrama na ako noh nyahahahahaha

Posted by mikhailnovich at 02:09 PM | 2 bored...

August 8th, 2005

metaphorical again

LOG
date : August 9, 2005
time : 00:39

patient seems to be suffering manic depression. the negative emotions that have been dormant for so long may have been manifesting physically already. he is still under observation, it appears that the patient has endured trauma years ago...

patient would eventually smile exclaiming that he is okay and then sob for at long time.

patient appears to have some kind of fascination with masks...

patient exclaims that he has pandora's box...although hope was not found inside.

this is all for today,
Dr. Mikhail

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Quote:
"bakit ba kaming mga babae ang lagi nyong pinapahirapan?!hahaha"
- GINO SABADO... yez! you read it ryt...boy sya :p

(masyado yatang artist-artistan ang mga past entries ko...dibale babalik na ang usual happy and joyful and full of kagwapohan na entries ko in a while hahahaha)

Posted by mikhailnovich at 05:08 PM | read!

August 9th, 2005

crash into me

haha ang corny ng title...

just watched CRASH a while ago...
moral of the story?

LOOK BEYOND RACIAL DISTINCTION...

hindi por que puti ka eh magaling ka na... may magagaling din namang orientals and other races...like MOI! hahahaha

kidding aside, maganda ang palabas...really! hindi ko na kailangan gumawa ng review... or probably, KUNG BIBILI NG BARIL, SIGURADUHING MAY BALA

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Quote:
"if you come out of this classroom again, i'll fail you..."
- ms. uruk-hai of worlite

Posted by mikhailnovich at 04:59 PM | read!

August 10th, 2005

happy happy joy joy

im feel myself being torn...well, with this body made of cartilage, that means it's emotionally and psychologically.

kanina lang, i just freaked my friends out because of lackadaisically trotting in the middle of the street because of no apparent reason. maybe i just felt so free under the starless and smoky sky that my spirit lifted me to jump for elation for at least 5 seconds

after entering miggs' dorm kasama ni jet, weirdong-weirdo sila sakin kasi there's a big smile painted across my flawless face while humming the Pink Panther theme...

Both : may problema ka ba?
Me : nung nakasimangot ako tanong nyo kung malungkot...parang duh!
Both : eh parang ang plastic ng mukha mo eh
Me : so iniisip nyo pinoproject ko lang tong happiness para magmukhang masaya ako?
Miggs : tumatawa ka kasi ng walang dahilan (while Jet was sitting in miggs's bed perplexed by my actions)

maybe that's a good reason... but do i need a reason to be happy?... jubilant would be a good term for that matter.

well i think people go crazy because they all think about things... they always want to know what's the reason behind everything... parang gusto ko kahit minsan, walang kaakibat na pagiisip....yung talagang spontaneous... and feel the bliss and thrill of life...

wahahaha...i wanna laugh till i die... please lang...please oh please

going back to being torn...well, ang dami ko lang sigurong iniisip na mga bagay at tao, na nagsisigawan na yung mga nerve cells ko sa aking munting utak (punyeta ka mito! tama na ang thinking!) at mapuputol na ang aking hypothalamus (plak!)... wahahaha geeky!!!

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shall i compare to a summer's day,
thou art more lovely and more temperate,
rough wind, do shake the darling buds of May,
and summer's leave hath all too short to date,
sometimes too hot the eye of heaven shines,
and often in his gold complexion dimmed,
and every fair and fair sometimes declines,
by chance, or by nature's changing course untrimmed,
but the eternal summer shall not fade
nor lose possession of the far thou owest
not shall death brag thou wanderest in his shade.
When in time eternal lines thou growest,
         So long as men can breathe or eyes can see,
         so long lives this, that gives life to thee.

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Quote:
"minahal kita ng sobra na umabot na sa puntong papabayaan ko sarili ko tapos ganito lang gagawin mo sakin?! putangina ka"
- AKo...sinabi ko ito... centuries ago TOTOO! hindi bagay noh? (naks! pampelikula! at pang teleserye)

Posted by mikhailnovich at 04:38 PM | 2 bored...

August 14th, 2005

mother and child

mumu

dahil inupload ni alex ang version nya...ako rin!
hhaha astig talaga "the geisha mom and teenage toshio"

Posted by mikhailnovich at 03:31 PM | 2 bored...

August 19th, 2005

work work work

i said my favorite character in Warcraft was the Dreadwyrm... not the PEON!

work pours like tears from a crybaby. and i think the Lord of Cramers is here beside me. and the funny thing though, among my friends and i, we make each other's projects... is this a joint effort? do we really care about each other so much we still find time to help each other amidst our own...burdens?

Hell started to open it's gates last week, and i'm expecting it to be open until the 26th. Demons have already slashed our backs, weakened our knees and poked our eyes; and it's not yet over.

i'd like to sleep for at least 2 days...even though my head will be the earth oscillating around the sun at the speed of sound after waking up. i'd really want to share some new things...but King Lethargy is already tapping my back and is already ordering me to sleep.

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Quote:
"Spring Break!" sabay hila ng tshirt pataas na kunwari magpapakita ng boobs
- People including me, para kahit papano may commercial break ang punyetang mala-teleseryeng buhay na ito hahaha

Posted by mikhailnovich at 09:34 PM | read!

August 27th, 2005

inis at tuwa at galit tapos kakanta

iba ang pakiramdam ko ngayon...
since may sakit ako today, UBO,SIPON,LAGNAT...PSYCHOSIS,TUBERCOLOSIS, CANCER, PANCREATITIS.hahha joke...ubo at sipon lang naman

pero gusto ko talagang mairita!
nagsisigawan ang mga demonyo sa loob ng katawan ko...
"WAG KA NA MAG-INVEST NG ORAS AT PANAHON MO SA MGA BAGAY AT TAO KUNG WALA KA NAMANG MAPAPALA..."

yun... pero hindi naman ako ganun kademonyo noh...
sanay lang talaga siguro ako na dapat talaga unahin ang sarili bago ang ibang tao... since kung titignan natin sa bolang kristal at makikita ang nakaraan.

ewan...! pero iba talaga ang feeling pag alam mong nakatulong ka sa ibang tao. well at least kung natapos talaga yung dapat gawin...

well...tignan na lang natin kung sino mananalo sa labang ito... ang lupon ng maiiting ang budhi o ang mga nakasuot ng damit na nilaban sa mr.clean hmmmm

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Quote:
"bakit?...wag mo naman akong iwan..."
- remember yung entry ng "minahal kita ng lubusan"? kasama ito dun..pero sya naman nagsabi nito bago kami nag-away

Posted by mikhailnovich at 08:49 PM | 2 bored...

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