after waiting for two weeks!!!

- Mewi Kwishmash!
- Hapinyuyir!

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updates?

- i have a new digicam!
- two of my "talents" were nominated during the MMFF for best child performer. unfortunately, the girl from SIGAW™ won. it's okay.

try watching SIGAW™...it's better than FENGSHUI™ pramis!
dont want SPIRIT OF THE GLASS™ hahaha

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i'll update little by little

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"Do you want me to pull your hair up with my fingertips?" (gusto mong sabunutan kita?)
-Her Highnenessness Melanie Marques

Woke up in my sleep
Each night without your light
I feel restless
I long for the time I could see you
An incomplete day without your shine
Makes me feel the world is mine

But I could not do anything
Nothing I can do to please you
I’ve got nothing to pay back that beautiful smile
Nothing to repay my precious satellite
From my mind to my heart
I’ve got to think how to make feel good
I’ve got to think how to make my world
Be seen at night even in the darkness I would

So there’s one thing I wish I could do

*I’m gonna go bring you to the moon
We’ll fly up there
We’ll fly to the place that made me remember you
That in the darkness that I’ve found bliss
Coz its you that I wish
I’m gonna go bring you to the moon
Where I could easily sleep soon

That in the eyes of the innocent
That each time you’ll look out the window
You will remember that someone wants you to smile
That in the greatness of the heavens
My world’s waiting for you to shine

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now i've realized that almost all my poetry and song compositions have the underlying meaning of "waiting for someone" and "having an inspiration" ...eeeww!

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that's my bro in the pic (if i've uploaded it properly) hehe

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"remove that doll!!!!!!"
- one of the production team who seems to be afraid of dolls

Currently feeling: blah

PUTANGINA!
i'd rather go for people who doesn't have common sense in the first place rather than working with you who "allegedly" have tons and tons ...but not using it... anytime... that's more "stupid-er"

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the pic was supposed to be me together with joel torre... then i changed my mind hehehe

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"CHE!"
- Mito... that's me!

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in order to get an idea of how my friends view me, I would like everyone to go down this list and pick the one from each pair that you think describes me the best. then copy this and post it in your own journal to see how your friends view you.

leader or follower
quiet or talkative
spontaneous or planned
dominant or submissive
logical or intuitive
optimistic or resigned
social or loner
kinky or vanilla
cute or sophisticated
wild or tame
warm cotton sheets or sleek satin

i got this from one of my livejournal buds. haha. answeran nyo!

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here's the picture that was supposed to be on the other entry


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"Ewan!"
-Mito again

The day drains my energy
Fills me up with so much stress
Tiring, troubled, straining time
But you won’t have to ask
after all these things are done
I have time to relax

Night falls once again my love
And I have this one ticket
Tonight we will travel
Tonight we will cruise
to a place very far
We will have a journey,
a ride to the stars

lets go somewhere else,
where meteors roam, where comets zoom
to places we've never been before
in galaxies far away, away from these rooms
we'll have the time of our life
we'll forget everything
we'll see things through
to anywhere, i'll go with you

Night falls once again my love
And I have this one ticket
Tonight we will travel
Tonight we will cruise
to a place very far
We will have a journey,
a ride to the stars

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that was the only composition that had a different meaning... can you see what does it mean?

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pic :mariedel, rio locsin, and me

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people began staring when i accompanied TADO to have a yosi break in agno

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"apir!"
-Tado Jimenez

Currently feeling: accomplished

I went to my favorite fastfood
To eat up with my friends,
usually stuffing myself up
wasting my money or treating someone else.
In a not so distant chair
Was a girl that I do not know
Fair skinned, although traces of being foreign
My friends started lookin’.

She looks so simple and silent
In her innocence she didn’t even notice
Of all the people in the group
That I began to stare at her

Her beauty struck my eyes
That made me stop thinking
That made me just enjoy the sight

*She’s a goddess alive…
Oh I’m under your command
Make me feel your presence
Mystify my soul
I’m under your control
I would enjoy a tiny moment with your essence

But my bliss was temporary
As my deity left the store
And days passed I have seen her no more

I wish I had asked her name
I wish I had asked her number
For the only thing I can remember
was the face of the one I adore

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just remembered my friend DF, the poem was supposedly about him and his "girl".

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"ok fuckup...packup! wag lang magkalat" (hahahaha!)
- Mike Lim

Currently feeling: weird

you can visit my new blog at www.mitotubilleja.blogspot.com

although you can't read anything in there coz i dont have any posts... it's just new

Currently feeling: thirsty

this is a very long post i tell you

my cousin was laughing when she saw rode our car. she asked "artista ka ba? bakit ganito karami damit mo?" (are you an artist?(a star) why do you have this much wardrobe?) i always bring a lot of clothes every week when i come home from cavite. People would usually stare at us when there's traffic.

i never thought i'd go to BLUE WAVE™ in my shorts (a place in the macapagal boulevard) thinking that i have 17 shirts, 4 pants in the car.

to my surprise, i saw DR. Caslon Chua... (CCS DEAN!)
he's with his chinese clan... as in from his mom, to his great grandchildren. they were all wearing red (communist people), altough he was the only one wearing white... (non-conformist)

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just last year (december, akala mo matagal na noh?) we were shooting(filming) in aroceros park, then it rained. so we decided to go under the quiapo bridge (hehe) for shelter (production team with the child stars) we were having fun when Jasper (the child in the Jollibee "birthday ko" commercial, not Goyong ah) say a kid in the opposite part of the river (yes! there is a river...i think it's a part of pasig river) throwing coconuts. We were just watching the boy then he suddenly a whole sack of trash...not just 1 but 3 sacks of stinking garbage. Then we saw 3 people shitting... then someone pissing... THEN WE SAW CHILDREN JUMPING IN THE RIVER! yuck!... they're swimming in human waste... the whole production was disgusted with the fact that Ming Ramos (i think) proposed the "PISO PARA SA PASIG" (a project wherein people would donate 1 peso for the cleaning of the river) during Fidel Ramos' regime. A friend of mine (caloy) jokingly said "i want to shoot them all) while i said "NO! we should burn them...)

the government gives at least the effort to clean the society then the people go destroy it. (especially the squatters)

I really wished Ping Lacson won the elections... i wouldn't care if he declares another martial law... seeing these undisciplined people makes me sick. (literally) I don't care if Ping Lacson would violate human rights... the problem with our democratic world is that the people are sooooo free they do things.

We are entitled with freedom of expression and everything... but we should not abuse it. At least let us be mature enough to know when to shut up and to know our limitation.

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at last i've ate my first strawberry cheesecake!! yum yum

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"if you want to know, let me teach you"
- Stephen Chow (Kung Fu Hustle)
- i think Buddha also said this

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Currently listening to: Bamboo - Noypi
Currently reading: an article about the INQUISITION
Currently watching: a cockraoch get squashed by my slipper
Currently feeling: grumpy

a just ate once today. (kaya nga ang payat ko eh) i woke up at 8am just to get the rent from my tenants and slept again. i woke up 12 to watch "GAME KA NA BA?" (god, i really hate kris aquino :p) up until MTB and EAT BULAGA.

i went to school by 4pm just to eat lunch (technically). but i ended up eating dinner by 6pm. i was late for my class...luckily the computer lab wasn't functioning very well so my prof haven't started any.

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a topic came up while we were eating at CHOWKING. why do philippine movies have the same plot? (generally...) we ended up agreeing with the same answers "Yun kasi ang uso...tsaka pang-masa" and most of all "Andun ang pera..."

then i remembered a certain director whom i've talked to saying "the filipinos settle for mediocrity. there's no more room for creativity and discovery."

a usual plot would be:
- girl meets boy / boy meets girl
(optional: girl is rich, boy is poor; vice versa)
- they fall in love
- they break up
- they meet again
- the viewers will hear a love song...
- which is the title of the movie

we were laughing at the fact that if we ever become film critics, we would rate almost every pinoy movie 1.5 out of 5. (at least there's a grade)

i think the only movies that made me love the industry was MAGNIFICO, MILA, CRYING LADIES and SIGAW. (i forgot the others)

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now im doing a script about a psycho priest who kills... i would say that this WOULD NOT EVEN GET APPROVED because MTRCB would say that this would be sooo morbid and religiously apalling. nyahaha it's okay... i have other scripts that would be less graphic. nyahaha (arrogant fool am i :p)

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"this one's for all you (points the middle finger)"
- i think Mr. Lav Diaz did this to show disgust for the film industry (way to go dude!)

Currently listening to: Alicia Keys - You Don't Know My Name
Currently reading: my newly finished summary for my scriptwrting class
Currently watching: ABS-CBN's Insider
Currently feeling: disappointed

i think i want to change my story in SCRPWRI. im choosing among:

- the killer priest (original plan)
- encounters with a succubus
- a person who dreams about the murder of his bestfriend (very light..i would probably turn this into a gruesome plot)
- a photographer who kills to have it photographed
- a dream within a dream (this one's plotless hehehe)
- "we hate each other so much...we're friends"
- "it's so disgusting how much i love you"
- "if you love me, love my dog"

hmmm... watcha think?

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i told a friend to stop worrying about his problems too much. he told me he's an emotional mess...well, everyone has his own mess to mind. i told him... "lahat tayo may problema, kung magdwe-dwell ka lang sa problema mo...malulunod ka lang. pag dumating ang gulo... ngumiti ka lang, umiikot ang buhay natin... darating ang pagkakataon na maaayos naman ang lahat ng bagay. sounds optimistic? i don't think so, i justed pointed out some things...mas tatawagin ko pang REALIST ang sarili ko.

tama ba?

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the problem with us is that we face our problems problematically... (what?)

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"are you a painter freak?..."
"no sir...just a freak" hahaha
- Mito

Currently listening to: Christina Aguilera - The Voice Within
Currently reading: scripts
Currently watching: Maalaala mo kaya feat. Marvin Agustin hehehe
Currently feeling: sympathetic

Jan 21 - anniversary ng pagiging smoker ko... wahaha damn AD-FOTO!

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i had never thought that my reading would happen.
if you have read (past) some of my earlier entries, i've used the tarot just to have some fun. when we decided to read someone else's future.I drew 5 card, i saw (1)love...i saw (2)happiness...then (3)emotional instability...then (4)murkiness(?)then (5)break-up...

the 4 cards have akready happened.

some person (i can't remember the name so i placed "some person") told that bad luck would follow someone who would dare use the gift of foresight (naks! parang Elrond). I wished the last card would never happen..or at least some time in the very far future.

just as i've some of my friends bloggys(Ü),...it seemed that the final card has happened...

ugh... i'm opting(?) to buy tons of lucky charms hehehe

at first, we were not believing it...but when everything suddenly came into place, it shocked us.

"woe to you who mess with fate"

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when i was in a jeep, i was just looking myself at the sidemirror... just thinking of what could happen. People would usually say "Ma, bayad po". I began to laugh when i heard someone "manong, eto na po ang kabayaran namin..." hahaha parang may sentensya hahaha

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"Manong, eto na po ang kabayaran namin."
- some person in the jeep i was riding
- (this is the first time i've put a quote in my blog and placed it again in the usual random quotes you find at every end of my entries...nakakatawa talaga eh)

Currently listening to: Coldplay - Clocks
Currently reading: scripts...yet again
Currently watching: lovers in paris (eeew! walang cable eh)

i still can't remember my assignment for scrpwri (script writing)

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i still surprises me that my precognitive talent is working.

monday: i've dreamt that my prof got mad with a class i do not know which. i remember him saying "mga siraulo!"

today: that prof told us that he got mad at his monday class...he said "mga siraulo"

nyahaha creeps me out at the same time amazes me.

that makes 8 dreams already happening.

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"kung ok na ba, ok na?"
(my prof said "ano? wala akong naintindihan...")
- Mito (oo nga naman... kahit ako hindi ko maintindihan kung bakit ko sinabi un)

Currently listening to: Kjwan - Daliri
Currently reading: an email
Currently watching: SCQ National Teen Quest
Currently feeling: weird

grabe talaga ang freedom of expression...
the clicheeee


ABUSED!
MISUSED
OVERUSED hehehehe

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"sir, ano po tong word na'to...hindi ko mabasa"
"uh...that's my signature" (wahahahaha)
- Marvs and Sir Lito

Currently listening to: Kylie Monigue - Chocolate
Currently reading: the script Sir Lito returned
Currently watching: Bean (cartoon)
Currently feeling: annoyed

hahaha siguro iisipin ng tao NPA ako

hindi naman, i just want the color red.
nagkataong communist ang sumusuporta dito...

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"why not?"
- Kris Aquino (Pilipinas! Game Ka Na Ba?)

Currently listening to: Radioactive Sago Project - Hello Hello
Currently reading: Communist Manifesto in the Web
Currently watching: Correspondents
Currently feeling: uncomfortable