i dont know why am i still stuck working with the production team of a certain independent film production... i am thinking o a reason...

a. money
b. glory
c. ida (my boss's daughter) and the company of the kids

hmmm... choose one!

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i think im seeing the bad habits of my colleagues... no comment!

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"Babae! para kang karinderyang bukas sa lahat para kainan" (you're like a canteen open to all people to eat on?) sounds pornographic doesn't it?
- Vilma Santos (some movie a long time ago

Currently feeling: aggravated

i'll do this one in filipino... (i'm not translating)

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PUTA!, CASTER ako hindi taga-takbo... hindi taga-bigay ng pagkain... hindi taga-salubong ng tao kung saan-saan... ang hilig mag-utos na sabihan ang mga artista kailangan hindi late sa shooting... sabay sila naman mismo nagpapatagal

paglalakarin ka mula leveriza hanggang mcdo para magsundo ng mga bata, tapos magagalit at sasabihing bakit ang tagal... PUTA!

taposs pabigla biglang magiiba ng schedule the NIGHT before the shoot, sasabihing cancelled o may kailangan idagdag... 2:00am!!! sino kaya gising nun para masabihan.. tapos pag may mali, ang laking pagsisisi na ibabato sayo.

magpapahanap ng mga taong hindi mahagilap. pag may mali, biglang iipitin at sasabihing "ikaw, ano plano mo?" sabay pag sagot mo, wala rin mangyayari.

ang impulsive nila tapos hindi man lang makikinig...

naiinis na ako...

buti ba kung well paid ako nito pagkatapos ng project... PUTA!

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this is not what i've signed up for.

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yes! this is a public post... i don't care if someone reads this and whatever happens.. i dont care. why should i? it's my post

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"You look better with your hair shorter.."
-Mariedel Tapay (make-up artist of the film production... hehe hello mariedel!)

Currently listening to: NONE!
Currently reading: NONE!
Currently feeling: angry

i went to atc a while ago to look for a gallery exhibit (redundant?)

and while walking along the luxurious stores, i stopped by the center(?) and saw fireworks. my friend told me that every weekend, the ayala corporation is burning money by buying tons of fireworks and uses them to appease the masses. So, at least it had a sense... not just like those other corporations that keeps them to themselves.

then i began sentimental... i'm longing for the NEW YEAR.. (not christmas) christmas is too drama. New yEARrocks!

i am more jubilant to face the new year. it kinda shows myself that new opportunities are at hand. a new life begins.

i began to think of the past months... from transferring to csb to today's casting job. life sure hell gave my a surprise.

and just like fireworks... i'd like to open the new year with a BANG.

im so tired... but seeing the event made me feel less weary...

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i dont have to go to work tomorrow! yeah!!!

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i think i'm becoming older (no offense to people, i think this means that maturity has risen another level)... i'm more appreciative of jazz and classical music... hehehe

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"you're becoming careless lately mito"
- someone in the directorial staff of the independent film im working on. (hahaha... so? now we're even)

Currently listening to: some jazz music
Currently feeling: contemplative

spanish: yo no tengo dinero
italian: non ho denaro
german: ich habe keen geld
indian: pesa nyai ai
chinese/madarin: gua-bo-tsi-lo, wo-meo-chien-la
french: je n'a pas d'argent
japanese: okane-jerai
dutch: ik heb geen geld
american: i have no money
filipino: wala akong pera

i've known these phrases since i've entered college, i want to complete every language.. hahaha

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"palimos po..." (alms)
- street children last year

(street children nowadays are more specific... "pengeng limang piso, or penge pambili ng cheeseburger)

Currently feeling: amused

pinoy post! pangalawa na'to

kanina may shoot na naman kami sa DLSU TV Studio. kasama ko si Joy Soler (theater actress) tska si Cris Villanueva. masaya naman...kasi libre food and drinks, marunong din manghula ung isa sa production team namin. freak-out si ****(wardrobe) kasi sapul ang kanyang lovelife nung nagbabasa si ******(Props).

nakakatuwa dahil pareho kami ni ******(Props) ng hilig... PAGBABASA NG HINAHARAP... kunh titignan, mawawala ang pananabik para sa mga mangyayari pa lamang... pero ganun talaga, pag may regalo kang kakaiba, bakit hindi mo gamitin. (wag lang sa masama)

pagdating ng ika-walo ng gabi, nagtawag ng pulong ang direktor ng pelikula... ang bait talaga nya, hindi tulad ng ibang tao sa tabi. sobrang mapagkumbaba at hindi dugong-aso.

napaparami ang problema ng produksyon, mula sa mga permit pati sa mga libreng araw ng mga artista.

"nagsimula tong production na ito... mula sa paki-usap lamang. hindi ganun kalaki ang budget...at natutuwa ako kahit papano napakiusapan namin kayo para sumama at tumulong sa production na ito. sorry kung nahihirapan kayo, hindi ko naman kayo pwedeng pagalitan dahil pinakiusapan kayo at mga estudyante din kayo. maraming salamat at tumulong kayo"

damang-dama ko ang lungkot ng direktor namin... ung tipong parang gusto kong umiyak...(ngi!) sa loob ng kwartong pinagpupulungan namin. Napatitig lahat ng tao... walang makapagsalita...lahat nakatingin sa direktor namin.

sana tinamaan yung mga "slave drivers" sa grupo... ung kung maka-utos, akala mo kung sino.

nalungkot ako bigla...nahiya ako dahil kahit papano, binababoy ko ang trabaho ko para mahirapan ang mga taong walang kwentang ka-trabaho. pero nung narinig ko ang direktor namin... naisip kong galingan...

PARA TUMAAS ANG SWELDO KO :p
sobrang panlulumo na ang nararamdaman ko kaya kailangan humirit hahaha

Mabuhay ka Sir ***!!!
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"hiwalay? wag...malungkot yun!"
- Dr. del Mundo (nung nagplano kaming maghiwalay para kanya-kanyang trabaho muna) hehehe

Currently listening to: some classical music
Currently feeling: depressed

this was originally made for a friend of mine whose obsessed with someone...

Till i fall asleep thinking of you

Open those closed doors and discover the beautiful suite
Obsessed with your plain simple smile that can level down mountains
i'll scrape the face of the sky and give you the heavens
where i admit i am shackled with these unknown chains

I won't forget your name
i'll speak it all my life
in my bed, i'll think the same
even if its the last thing i'll do
lost in the illusion of your light

till i fall asleep thinking of you
so i can still see you in my dreams
kiss me goodnight
although i don't want to end this conversation

my mind's lost and my hands bound tight
mesmerized by everything you have
nothing to care about but you
even if it's the last thing i'll do
lost in the illusion i thought was right

till i fall asleep thinking of you
so i can still see you in my dreams
kiss me goodnight
sweet as i remember you
your face in my own connection
although i don't want to end this conversation.

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"dude! that's Gluttony..."
"no dude...that's KANGKONG" (huwaaat?!)
- some person eating in a buffet that i dont know if he was joking or whatever

Currently reading: Virgin Suicides - Jeffrey Eugenides
Currently feeling: artistic