hehehe...

a smile from your face,
melted my heart like ice cream,
and i am in awe

yeehee! haha flirty me. same old me. i dont know what to react.

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im freaking out, 2 cards already happened for the past weeks, then the 3rd one already happened a while ago. 2 cards remain pending. if everything happens as i have read... i don't know what to do. looks like this new found talent will become a curse for me.

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sometimes, the sun doesn't shine
i see clouds block the sky
bare faces that present tedious minds
and cold hands that touched some lives
but inspite of the sorrow that brought agony
not all was swallowed in misery

please smile for me
at least when i see it then i'll be okay
please smile for the sake of somebody
at least, in my pain, i'll be free

i have been down these days
out of fun and felt so low
i could have been dead today
but it's not time for there's a reason
you were there... looking by the window
and i saw you.... face filled with compassion

please smile for me
at least when i see it then i'll be okay
please smile for the sake of somebody
at least, in my pain, i'll be free

who thought that i'll be okay
in this life some made their way
the single thing that you did
was so simple yet so candid
was to simply smile
smiled for me

please smile for me
at least when i see it then i'll be okay
please smile for the sake of somebody
at least, in my pain, i'll be free

almost everyone cried just to be "IN" and said "because it's my greatest dream to become a star" I DON'T BELIEVE YOU. They're just a pack of brown-nose(s). hahaha

if i were in their place... i would say "I wouldn't beg, if i'm not really for showbiz then it's okay for me." hahaha very brave... but what the heck, im not in the place to say these things. hahaha

in my opinion, there's no sense to have such good talent when you want to join these quests. (this is philippine setting) if you have the face value, if you look like those people in chinovelas, then you don't really need talent... some filipinos are just so naive and *dumb?* And they call it a TALENT SEARCH... very ironic.

maybe i would call up those TV stations and tell them to change the programs' names to THE SEARCH FOR KIDS WHO ARE BEAUTIFUL AND LOOKS LIKE CHINOVELA STARS THAT DON'T HAVE BRAINS.

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i got myself a new book! GOOD OMENS by Neil Gaiman and Terry Pratchett... "Apocalypse has never been funnier"

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"I'm not saying this because i'm making BOLA-BOLA" (bola here is equivalent to "wag mo nga akong bolahin")

-Theo, Star Circle Questor

want to ask "what the hell?"

Nov.7

i was watching Ryan Cayabyab's 50th musical anniversary on channel 2. (how i envy ryan's compositions) i began browsing different channels when commercial (advertisements) are popping out.(channel 2 has lots of advertisements that channel is violating the invention of clocks, almost all programs start late)

HBO was featuring Lord of the Rings. omg! but i've already watched it 7 times so i browsed again.

it was weird that i ended up watching channel 7's feature film THE SIXTH SENSE.

i was so engrossed that i forgot to watch Ryan's Anniversary. It was the first time i've watched THE SIXTH SENSE. I've always watched the movie starting from the middle that i've never finished it because of discontent.

nearing the movie's end...

I BEGAN CRYING. why? i dont know... i was so... flabbergasted that the morning i woke up, i was still wondering why i've cried thst night.

a friend told me "was it because the people died? the story sucked? there were senseless deaths? et.al" i haven't still answered that

until this moment, i've been wondering why i've cried.

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CCS WEEK na! even though i'm not a CCS student.

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"I see dead people..."

- Cole (Haley Joel Osment)

Currently listening to: Somewhere Over The Rainbow - Judy Garland
Currently reading: Sabriel - Garth Nix

bashing time!

i think it would be better if they named it... "GABI NG MGA LASING" (Night of the Drunk) no offense to those who would be reading this.

i think that the people involved are not well prepared.

*to start late knowing about the issues regarding the use of WSLT (William Shaw Little Theater) is utter disrespect to the audience.

i don't know their side but being one of the FIRST to organize the Acoustic Night last time, we were aiming to showcase the talents of the students... and not to make a contest.

*getting random judges from the audience? crappy....

i think, the even the MCs (masters of ceremony) aren't very LIVELY. "wow...that was exciting...*use robotic voice here*"

if not for the BIGOTE.... the show would have been a complete pile of crap...crap...crap...

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i hope the shots i made were okay...

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"BUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUDS!"
- Spaniards

Faculty Variety Show!

whoo! astig
Sir Bart is the best!
it was a good show. the profs really showed that they are not tyrannical monsters that feast on the pain and suffering of students. they are also fun-loving and comedic.

from Sandara ParkEthel Ong), Krystala(Jiji Wong), still Lara Croft whatever happens and Hermione(Rhia Trogo), Gollum/Dobby (Solomon See) Sauron, (Gregory Cu) Jericho Rosales(Clement Ong), Josh Grobans(Joel Ilao, Nelson Marcos), Harry Potter(Raffy Cabredo), Hagrid(Carlos something), Marina(Charibeth Cheng), Aguilus(Manuel Altura) Marilawin(Allan Borra), F4(Bart,Borgs,Joel,i forgot the other one) F4 Interpreter (Shirley Barrido-Chu), Hotbabes (CCS Secretaries), Chinese Angels(Elaine Chua, Wendy Tan, Nathalie Rose Lim), Bibbo Kid(Jess Gonzales), Sharon Cuneta and Ariel Rivera (Jane Bacong, Rene Molano), Gwaping college student(Conrado Ruiz Jr.)and other profs like Tessie Limoanco, Alexis Pantola, Roselle Berdin, Roger Luis Uy... it was sure hell of entertaining.

too bad i haven't brought my camera... sheesh!

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but! it was kinda sad... with all the rumors around Gokongwei Hall... the 32 Software Technology profs will be reduced to 10. (cost-cutting? i believe DLSU only wanted to have more profit)

When they performed the last dance, you can expect that half of the people we saw in the stage will be fewer...if the rumors are true.

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"Ako ay may lobo, lumipad sa langit, di ko na nakita, pumutok na pala, sayang lang pera ko, pambili ng lobo, sa pagkain sana, nabusog pa ako" (use The Cranberries' ZOMBIE tune)

-Sir Bart

Currently listening to: Zombie - The Cranberries
Currently reading: Five People You Meet In Heaven

senti mode?

i don't know if i regret transferring to CSB. i don't know if i regret not studying very well that i wouldn't be in the brink of extinction that i had to transfer to CSB.

but...

with all that i've learned in CSB, i've helped my CCS friends.

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it's just that when i watched PasiCATCHan a while ago, i don't know if im sad or proud of my "batch"

from Group Singing, Group Dancing, Band... it was sure hell of a night.

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it was hard but a good feeling! i was "assigned" to video the event. everyone was so nervous but ecstatic. it made me very proud that i knew them all, even if not that really well... but at least i knew them.
from someone like ****** to someone like ****, from those whom i've loved,cherished,treasured to those whom i dislike, detest, hate.

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and after watching the "HULING HIRIT"(Last Call?) video made by the highre batch... it pains me to see that i'll never graduate with them. so i've decided to to good in CSB so i can be of GREAT help when its time to make CATCH2t6's "HULING HIRIT". I promise! hahaha

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congrats to all Catch2t6 performers!

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"We will, We will rock you!"
- Queen (and "our" Batch Video)

Currently listening to: Zombie - The Cranberries
Currently reading: Good Omens

09:30 - i went to gma7
12:00 - ate at red ribbon with profs... the food was free!
14:30 - talked to Lou Veloso about certain things
16:00 - went to rp to buy sun sims... the sim was free!
18:00 - went to ccp to talk to Noni Buencamino
20:00 - ate at egi towers... the food was free!
then we had our casting meeting until 21:45

this is one of the busiest days of my life!

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but inspite of the stress and being tired, i think someone's smile makes my day very happy. hahaha flirty again?! hahaha
this is not the same girl... not ******! some other person hahaha

Currently listening to: A Thousand Miles - Vanessa Carlton
Currently feeling: exhausted yet flirty

maybe i'll just contemplate on some things

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some song/poem i made long time ago

To every thing comes a beginning
like a flower that blooms in the spring
A very special moment
which everyone will experienc
which everyone will notice
like the rest of us will enjoy
we'll live through the days
living our greatest ambitions

as we go thorugh
we see all things go the other way
as we go through
our lives might change unexpectedly

because we perform in a stage
we say our very own lines
we act as different artists
that completes each others life
And i'm pleased that somehow
you had a part played,
had something to say
on the theater for me to hear

To every thing comes an end
like the very last leaf during the fall
sad to say, but someone has to go
there will be time the show will end
and everyone will leave, because it's over

as we go through,
we see things suddenly change
as we got through
we may never see each other again

Because we perform in a stage
We act our very own lines,
we do it as different artists
that complete each other's life
and although sometimes it has to end
i'm glad you had a part played on my theater
had something to say, before it was over

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haiku!

from the viewfinder
i see your beautiful face
the world stopped moving

Currently listening to: The Two Towers Requiem Overture
Currently reading: Five People You Meet In Heaven

work seemed to pour these days... im so tired i cant elaborate.

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i wanted to walk from Quirino to DLSU a while ago, but when i was starting to walk, a lot of people have bee running near the McDonald's Quirino branch. then i saw policemen, then pedicab drivers, then traffic aids, then kids... there was a mugger running along the streets of quirino, and i was heading my way...

i laughed and i reached for the nearest jeepney... hehehe

then the mugger got hit by a car, and got hit by a thousand punches given by passers-by

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"who made sipa-sipa your pants?!"
- Dr. Angeli Diaz and Ms. Judy Sibayan (Comm Arts profs)

i don't know what to buy

a. a 5 megapixel digicam
b. a digicam that has a cd instead of recordable tape
c. 5000 worth of clothes
d. a new cellphone
e. new shoes

(a & b sure will be more harder to get) [take note! MORE HARDER...redundant, it's like in the level HARDEST...i just wanted it to be longer, like mysteriously mysterious...blah)

i have do decide before my aunt leaves for the US again... if so, then i would hae to wait until next year again...

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"Have you already shampoo-ed my wig?"
- Vicente Groyon III (author of SKY OVER DIMAS)

Currently reading: Good Omens - Neil Geiman and Terry Planchett