and so...
i have my tabulas now.
I had to know how to update both tabulas and livejournal. hehehe

Currently listening to: Fashion Beat

All that was seen were empty chairs
lifeless tables and barren stairs
only accompanied by the voice of cold, silent air.
Underneath the starless horizon
across the wide terrain
without no one to talk to,
i sat down and stared.
The pitch black scenery that was once a bright view
all alone waiting, for something what i saw was new
the tree swayed with the wind
the soil layed silent on the ground.
the moon hid through the dark,
and the place almost started to cry.
The clouds cleared the sky,
the leaves bowed to the night.
The water kept still as the others were watching.
then a melody was heard
to soothe the lifeless site
a big bright star appeared...
then the millions smiled
as the dark was about to be swept away
a new day was on its way

Currently listening to: Pachelbel - Chopin
Currently feeling: awake

just posting some poetry

To abhor,
To detest,
To protest,
To accuse,
To misuse,
To refuse,
To frustrate,
To reject,
To regret,
To forget,
To you,
Tonight,
Tomorrow,
Towards the future.

well... i can comment a little..

PHYSICAL FITNESS my ASS! with this sexy body of mine?! hahhaaha
did a lot of push-ups,sit-ups...all those other ups... and my body just keeps on hurting.

TENNIS DAY tomorrow! i hope this time it's for real

Currently listening to: A Thousand Miles - Vanessa Carlton
Currently feeling: tired

heroic ancestry...
yet no one knows
what they did for us.

colorful history...
yet no one knows
what has happened.

simple ignorance...
yet the people doesnt mind
and then they lose pride.

stupid ISP Bonanza! my connection keeps on disconnecting.
planning on having DSL! har har har

been reading some articles about philippine history, and it hurts knowing that a lot of filipinos are not proud enough to be a filipino.
since not everyone knows about our ancestry, we don't have the reason to be proud... <- so we have to know things about our history... i am not plugging about taking up PHIL HISTORY or something

(edited the entry, it looks like i wrote at the wrong side of the paper)

Currently listening to: Surrealistic Buddhism - Mind Print Traveller
Currently feeling: peaceful

Jaguar Spirit Calls To You!
Jaguar's Wisdom
Includes:


Seeing the roads within chaos

Understanding the patterns of chaos

Moving without fear in the darkness

Facilitating soul work

Empowering oneself

Moving in unknown places

Shapeshifter

Psychic sight

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"darkened be my dreams of late"
-LOTR Character Boromir

it seems that some of my dreams have bugged me for the past days.
maybe i just needed some rest... or maybe 2 sticks of cigarettes

Currently listening to: Poem - Taproot
Currently feeling: awake

sometimes, the sun doesn't shine
i see clouds block the sky
bare faces that present tedious minds
and cold hands that touched some lives
but inspite of the sorrow that brought agony
not all was swallowed in misery

please smile for me
at least when i see it then i'll be okay
please smile for the sake of somebody
at least, in my pain, i'll be free

i have been down these days
out of fun and felt so low
i could have been dead today
but it's not time for there's a reason
you were there... looking by the window
and i saw you.... face filled with compassion

please smile for me
at least when i see it then i'll be okay
please smile for the sake of somebody
at least, in my pain, i'll be free

who thought that i'll be okay
in this life some made their way
the single thing that you did
was so simple yet so candid
was to simply smile
smiled for me

please smile for me
at least when i see it then i'll be okay
please smile for the sake of somebody
at least, in my pain, i'll be free

yet again, another poem.
(astig) i've finished my first freehand sketch (uploading it next time)
though dreams appear to disturb me, everyone's smile just takes my breath away. especially.... hahhaha

Currently listening to: She's Out Of My Life - Josh Groban
Currently feeling: contemplative

'pag automatic na ang luha
tuwing naghahating-gabi
'pag imposibleng napatawa
at 'di na madapuan ng ngiti
~ kumapit ka kaya
sa akin nang ikaw ay
maitangay sa kalayaan ng ligaya
tayo na, tayo na
ika'y magtiwala sapagka't
ngayong gabi ako ang
mahiwagang elesi
'pag komplikado ang problema
parang relong made in japan
at para ding sandwich na
nasa lunchbox mong nawawala
nabubulok na sa isipan
repeat ~
minsan ako'y nangailangan
dalian kang lumapit sa akin
ibinulong mo kaibigan
"ako ang iyong liwanag sa dilim"
repeat ~

DLSU had lots of concerts in its own ampitheater, although i think tonight's was the best.(it's the RIVERMAYA) so much for saying "Keep off the grass" everytime bands go wild. it was to hypocritically shitty when certain people tells you to go away from the grass, then they start stomping their way shouting at the vocalist. (gets?) it's just so unfair.

then everything just came to a hype, a lot of people began dancing in the field... so others came dancing too. The "hypocrites" cant handle the crowd so they just allowed them go wild.

to everyone's surprise, students were so interactive with the band. the usual shouting from the "side-stage" turned into mosh pits and break-dancing (exaggerated but in a sense, it was like that) people began to enjoy the concert more... enjoyingly than any concert that the school hosted.

a little violation can't hurt that bad. if the "keep off the grass" was strictly applied, tonight wouldn't be that fun-er hahahah

(sorry if the grammar is a little bit weird...even the words)
(shockingly...this entry's a bit long)

Currently listening to: Umaaraw, Umuulan - Rivermaya
Currently feeling: jubilant

Open those closed doors and discover the beautiful suite
Obsessed with your plain simple smile that can level down mountains
i'll scrape the face of the sky and give you the heavens
where i admit i am shackled with these unknown chains

I won't forget your name
i'll speak it all my life
in my bed, i'll think the same
even if its the last thing i'll do
lost in the illusion of your light

till i fall asleep thinking of you
so i can still see you in my dreams
kiss me goodnight
although i don't want to end this conversation

my mind's lost and my hands bound tight
mesmerized by everything you have
nothing to care about but you
even if it's the last thing i'll do
lost in the illusion i thought was right

till i fall asleep thinking of you
so i can still see you in my dreams
kiss me goodnight
sweet as i remember you
your face in my own connection
although i don't want to end this conversation.


a lot has happened for the past 24 hours.
1. photography hunt (location, items, stuff)
2. eric mana in benilde (though i did not even had a glimpse of him)
3. my former blockmates' final project was done (they used my voice)
4. fashion show (though like #2, i never had the time to look)
5. I GOT LOCKED OUT FROM MY OWN HOUSE
6. slept in a friend's house
7. HOUSE STILL LOCKED
8. took a bath at my neighbors house
9. HOUSE STILL LOCKED
10. yosi with my friend
12. my "other" blockmate never haven't bought the materials for my proj
12. walked from Gokongwei hall to St. Benilde (4 times)
13. called my tenants if they already had the key
14. ate with my friends
15. AT LAST, HOUSE GOT OPENED

it would seem that i had to feel bad because that day was not one of the happiest ones i ever had. but then, i had some quality time helping with my IST friends' project especially.... hahahahhaa






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Currently listening to: These Are The Days - Jamie Cullum
Currently feeling: amused

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grabe!
projects!projects!projects! all projects!
i want to rest! or maybe a new pair of shoes.
or maybe watch a movie or something very exciting.
by the time i finished all projects, i might treat some friends...
so be my friend, reap the fruits of my labor..(eeew)

i want to be a male supermodel... ZOOLANDER! hahhaha joke

Currently listening to: Supermodel - Catwalk Vol.2
Currently feeling: awake

finally "THEY" got together. 3 years in the making? (grabe) it was the BOX OFFICE HIT... two of my friends got what they deserved.

but then.. every movie's hype will pass, i'm not against them or something. it's just that people seem to look at them more keenly than ever. There could be "invasion of privacy" here, especially with those who are "close" to them.

sorry if i may speak too rudely or whatever you call it... but if things go out of hand, they would end up like KRIS AQUINO/JOEY MARQUEZ - KRIS AQINO/MARK LAPID. personal things go public.

well, i'm just watching from far away. CONGRATULATIONS to both of you, hope everything goes ok with you guys. i should shut up now... i might say things here that are not worth writing anymore

just had my school's term yesterday. but i have to go to school tomorrow to get my course cards, then come back thursday to fix my sked. it seems that the *well-loved term break* wasn't real after all. eventhough i'm already 3rd...erhm...2nd....erhm...an irregular student in my school, i still despise the fact that the term breaks are just days without classes because you still have to go to school and fix things up.

Our classes resumes Sept.6... *yes!* on MOnday...
*oh i just can't wait to go to school* argh

These are the Days - Jamie Cullum

These are the days that I've been missing,
give me the taste,give me the joy of summer wine.

These are the days that bring new meaning,
i feel the stilness of the sun and i feel fine.

sumtimes when the nights are closing early,
i remember you,and i start to smile.

even though now you dont wanna know me,
i get on by,and i go the extra mile.

these are the times of love and meaning,
ice of the heart has mealted away, and found the light

these are the days of endless dreaming,
troubles of life are floatin away like a bird of flight

these are the days
these are the days
these are the days

i thought you said our love would last for ever
believing that the tears would end for good

i told ya that we'd get through any weather
maybe that didnt work out, but we did the best we could

these are the days that ive been missing
give me the taste give me the joy of summer wine

these are the days that bring new meaning,
i feel the stilness of the sun...and i feel fine.

Currently listening to: Don't Know Why - Norah Jones
Currently feeling: annoyed